In another 30 days+ i going to ORD le ... i had said tat i wanna to make a new blogsite tat combine everything together and it will be 4ever ... i had done some research and hopefully i can lauch ASAP ... as i dun realli had the time to do it as im busy doing ops duty till i ord, i realli wonder when will i have the time to do it... maybe i will think of a suitable add name tat every1 can rber and visit it ... *promise* secondly i had to say sorry to those pplz whom i had been rejecting their invitation ..be it gathering or something else ... i dun realli have the time and i realli dun know why..maybe im lazy or maybe i jus wanna to give myself some needed rest at home as im away with family ... friends had not been calling / sms me for going out as they knew i cant go always. ... NSF friends and friends are totally different .. how shall i put it... its juz a 1 yrs friendship and off we go ..while friends will always be there when we needed them... but once we step into working enviroment, everything is different...we act and think differently ...
There's saddness inside me when i going to ord as i cant see my junior ... the laugher we share and the sweats tat we all experience...as im the oldest among them, sometime i had to 'lecture' them and advise them ... toking to those young officers abt my junior problems and try solving it ..giving the best option avaible to them ... but due to some officers tat think they are the biggest rank, they lost the respect of every1 ...