Friday, December 22, 2006
Guess tat DEC 2006 will be the lowest point of my life !!! when i saw my platoon mates, i was like ... wht the H*** !!! is not abt showing disrespect to them, its tat almost 90% cant make it de ... some came frm Pes C Coy ... while i got 6 pplz frm my C-coy one of them whom dun even know how to march properly since leaving the 'School' ! i almost got into a depression when i saw them all ... when they took off their clothes, WOW SIA !!! all got big stomach !!! and they love to eat snack @ nite ... my course is all abt study in front of the Com. and almost no Exercise at aLL!!! i cant believe tat ... during the PC interview, the PC was surprised tat i was not in the command school tat i wan to be !!! a place where all agree tat i should go ... further more, not to show any dis respect to my mates now, maybe they are unfit all they juz love to eat at nite, maybe they have more brain then me ... study is really not my forte ... i juz wan to post to a vocation whereby there is more physical challenges in front of me and not mentally !!! Staring in front of the COm for whole day... and lectures !!! OMG !!! MAD MAD MAD!!!
i zzz very early for the whole of this week cos i dun wan to see my platoon mates!!! thinking abt them eating whole day long... realli depressed me a lot ... i wan to cry ... i need to talk ... i wan to run away frm there ... the mroe i think abt their disgusting huge big belly...made me puke !!! i realli need to take a break ... a break which will ease my mind ... I DUN WANNA TO BE LIKE THEM ... I WAN TO GET GOLD ...
* was been told that i'm a driver too
* 1 yr and i will get promoted ...if my perform is gd ...get 1st class too
* 20 pplz but onli 1 will get best trainee award ...
* DEPRESSED ...
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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