Thursday, September 04, 2008
Its been so long ... ive forsaken all my friends ... *Sorri*
I was hoping tat i could come out with my new blog but i couldnt ... i cant think of any add tat i wanna to use ...sth tat is relevant ... ive tot of re-opening my 1st blog as it meant a lot to me frm sec to poly ... i wanna to leave it untouched as long as possible ... as im entering the stage of working for my dad, i hope tat i can have a proper delicated site for it ... im still searching for the correct name for it ... so stay tune !!!
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
My heart well to Singapore men no.1 ping pong paddler when i read the reports about him fighting a lonely war today ... at the same time i was sorry to wrong him of losing the last game point to opponent easily as he did not react back with the smack tat his opponent served to him ... i did not watch the match as im watching others channel back then and i onli catch the last final match of it ... i did not understand why he gave up the fight until today .... my army friend told me and i was very eager to know his reason ... after reading the record, all i can say n feel for him is tat " Gao Ning .... Thank you very much ...Xin Ku le "
A person in a foreign land *let say the event taken place is other country and not china as he is also a chinese national *representing ur own country fighting a lonely war without any moral supports / encouragement / advices ... of course the mentally will not be there ... so mani questions popping out in 1 mind and cant hardly concentrate ... somemore its such a big event in the world ...billions of ppl watching us when we finally fly our flag @ the Olympic ... other countries will take note of us ... a small lil dot on the map ...reputations gone ... pplz will asked... did we appreciated his hardwork during training ? thinking tat we take things for granted ... juz because the girls have a higher chances of winning back a medal and totally forget there is another person at tat time fighting real hard to win the war but becos of the uncertainties and doubts + last mins thingy of informing him/others ...the damages is already there ... the fighting spirit ... hardwork of all the demanding training ... and even in front of ur birth-country ... its over!!!! how mani chances does 1 pplz have to take part and remained tip top conditions and the challenges of new players who is gotten to be in another fews yrs more to London 2012 ?
it may affect his performance in the future ... but i hope tat he can stand up again ... as for them ... its too late to apologise when damages had been done...its forever there even for the most Magnanimous person ... someone had to ans for his injustics and to the pplz of Sin
*Very Pissed off .... how pissed off ? ..............Very very ...
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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Friday, July 18, 2008
In another 30 days+ i going to ORD le ... i had said tat i wanna to make a new blogsite tat combine everything together and it will be 4ever ... i had done some research and hopefully i can lauch ASAP ... as i dun realli had the time to do it as im busy doing ops duty till i ord, i realli wonder when will i have the time to do it... maybe i will think of a suitable add name tat every1 can rber and visit it ... *promise*
secondly i had to say sorry to those pplz whom i had been rejecting their invitation ..be it gathering or something else ... i dun realli have the time and i realli dun know why..maybe im lazy or maybe i jus wanna to give myself some needed rest at home as im away with family ... friends had not been calling / sms me for going out as they knew i cant go always. ...
NSF friends and friends are totally different .. how shall i put it... its juz a 1 yrs friendship and off we go ..while friends will always be there when we needed them... but once we step into working enviroment, everything is different...we act and think differently ...
There's saddness inside me when i going to ord as i cant see my junior ... the laugher we share and the sweats tat we all experience...as im the oldest among them, sometime i had to 'lecture' them and advise them ... toking to those young officers abt my junior problems and try solving it ..giving the best option avaible to them ... but due to some officers tat think they are the biggest rank, they lost the respect of every1 ...
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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Friday, May 30, 2008
too much expectation = greater pressure ?
tat how i failed my ippt today ...
too much focus was on me today .. my ps /pc .. haiz ...
i onli give them /myself disappointment ...
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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Friday, May 23, 2008
HelLO PpLz ... Me BacKz...
Hmm...had been pondering whether i should have different add to blog in different part stages of my life, i might as well create a blog tat i will use for the rest of the yrs to come... currently learning how to use photoshop ( hope i can learn n edit photos ) as well as flash program...
hopefully the blog will be more pictures and not juz wordingz ..
The new add will be out soon i think...but it will be empty cos i wanna to make my own blogskin ..( Who know how to do it ya ? .. so troublesome with all the scripting thingyz ) and im considering to be in invite mode ( haber decide )
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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Friday, April 04, 2008
early in the morning today, i had experienced tat kind of experiences tat onli will happened to ur dearest when tasking to go to a mission ... althought its not dangerous, my heart juz sank when i saw most of my friends carrying all their fieldpack items and waiting to board the coach to their deployment site ... a kind of mission tat cant be experiences ... how i wish tat i can tell him tat i wanna to pull out frm my overseas trip ... i wan to contribute ... we shall fight this together ... its so helpless tat i cant do anything to help them... i wanna to cry ...the emotion is there ... seeing ur friends' back going into the coach 1 by 1 ... i realli wonder how are they now ... some will treat this mission as a nuisance to them but to some of us, its doing myself proud and my families proud ... all i could do is to do them proud during my overseas' Ex in Taiwan coming this 12nd to 7th may ...
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
Its been a long long time since last updated my blog...i was busy fighting for my rights since i returned frm Australia till now and i'm always been fighting a losing battle...so many things had happened to my coy ... i dun know wht to say .. i wanna to ORD faster to get out of there ...at 1st my coy was very family orientated but now...it was like been divided ... i tried to be myself but each time i lost to myself ... i lost the best soldier of the month twice and i will still do my best for the coy ... not tat i wanna the prize so much ... of course its a plus if i ever got it one day ...
life is so unfair ... becos of 1 person, the whole system had to change ...why ? why ? why ? he made use of the loop holes and he doesnt care abt the others.. he backstab his own batch of friends to get Xtra ... he claimed tat he still got OFF for the ex. but doesnt he knew tat pplz like me who are in the advance party to aust haber even claimed my OFF and he did ... tat why commanders think its weird and take away all our OFFz ... wht a "wonderful" world ...
when new man posted in, i vowed to take care of my junior..cos its so complicated inside the coy ya ..mani politic ..
i onced told my batch tat i do not wish to see pplz in their batch and we should mixed around ..made it family orientated..but somehow this is impossible...no matter wht i did ...its juz so impossible..pplz still like to be in their batch and called using batches...
Ever since the escaped of the J.I leader, life had not been the same in camp...we had to take turn to be on standby .. i was in the list for 300308 ..within 2 hrs need to reach camp once activated ya ... how i wish tat somehow pplz will catch him back...imagine S'pore was gotten to win the youth Oly 2010 when suddenly HE escaped on tat bidding day ? will Spore got the bid ? will Spore still be the same again ? * i doubt so ya ..they will be cursing ..in fact all of us will be cursing and swearing at HIM and the person who did not "take care " of him properly ... becos of him, i had to stand 4 hrs plus to secure our camp ... *COme on lar...how would a person who is escaping tried to enter an Army camp ? *unless he think tat the most dangerous place is the safest place to be ...
bTw i will be going to Taiwan soon ... 110408 < --- on this day .. b4 i fly i made a few promises .. and i will be fulfiling e promises .. its been hard for me sometime ..cos i realli got no time or rather im juz plain lazy ... or im scared ... i dun know .. i told myself to keep in contact with all of them..but somehow i failed to do so..they are neither meeting at a place where i think is far frm my comfort zone (HOUGANG) n rejected them ...i'm somehow a person who will onli come out if i got the correct dressing tat i wan ..juz like playing street soccer ..if i dun have the shoes im intending to wear, i wun go de ... cos i thin its meaningless ...Oh ya ...saw one of my poly friend CC during briefing..he will also be going ya ...happi to meet a friend at there ya ...dun think i will be buying lots of gifts back ba ... cos u know ya ..SAF ...manage to bring back a few will be enough le ya ...lol...think i will missed lots of pplz bday for april and 1week of may ... as for e1, i will be praying for ur ops success in R.O.C ...i will be coming back in mid 1st week of may ...070508 ..tat will be 3 mths more for me to O.R.D ..
till now den i realisd tat i do not have the neccessary doc to apply for UNi ...'O' levels cert missing ..poly transcript missing too ..like tat hope to apply for 1 ? XH !!! can u wake up ur ideas?
FInal ConCLusion :
U did ur best u get 5 ..u slack u get 2..why do so much for them? 3 is the no. of ORD Off ya ..
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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